i hope you like cats.

watch this.

staralfur

I just spent 23 minutes writing a letter that will never be delivered.  Because i am fearful of truth?  Or because honesty isn't what is always necessary?

Lesson #1457 of Beauty School:

When anyone over the age of 60

 mentions in passing that they have "plans" for the night.

Don't bring it up again.

99.8% of the time.. their plans revolve around someone's death.

concrete.

sometimes i mix belief with hope.

and dreams with reality.

and fiction with non fiction.

my expectations go high.

my outcomes usually disapoint.

But the tree of the knowledge of good and evil,

thou shalt not eat of it:

for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die.

Genesis 2:17

Stories

So ive started reading Stephenie Meyer's series... it became a huge fad at school...

people were reading it as they walked around... folding towels... finishing it in 2 sittings.

talking about edward as if he was coming by later to take them to lunch.

I typically tend to shy away from bandwagon type things...

its just part of my personality... i dont like to follow.

but i was curious.. just a tiny.

so i started reading it.

and i stayed up really late reading.. and set my alarm so i could wake up early to read!

crazy.

i just now took a 'Coffee and biscuit' break and ill be getting back to it momentarily.

i put the picture of redeeming love up here as well.. because this is my ulitimate favorite book.

and it is one of those that makes you daydream.. and wish you were apart of it.

"If i had not existed, someone else would have written me...."- William Faulkner

have a good week.

love

what i meant was.

i like josh hartnett.

trench coats.

and long hair.

picture stories..

job

i just tried to apply as a stylist on board a cruise ship.

free room/board

health insurance

free food

travel 

constant change of clientele.

wake up somewhere new every day.

really really good pay.

but.. you have to have "extensive experience"

i read that last.

by the time i get extensive experience why would i want to work on a cruise ship?

philly this weekend.?

sure.

today

8.8.08

Aveda Congress '08

Aveda Congress: In a (sustainably-harvested Brazillian) nutshell, it is an "educational event" held every two years for Aveda-ites since the mid '80s.

guess who is working backstage at the event?

lets just say.....

i almost fainted :)

a rush of blood to the head.

Just when you think you know what God has in store for you.

Just when you think... 'this is his plan.. i see it so clearly...'

...its not.

his mystery is what keeps me seeking.

his power keeps me humble.

Amazing things happen.

Amazing people happen.

connections and opportunity's come...

and sometimes they go.

sometimes they are here for a season.

here for a connection.

places can be a platform.

a step up to where youre meant to be.

there are dreams and desires that never get uprooted from your past.

you cant let one door that opened be the one that closes all the rest.

He gives us choices.

lets us make decisions.

and though he will be with us in it all...

i have to remember my past.

and my hope for the future.

im okay with change.

and im okay with the unknown.

i just have to convince everyone else.

shut your eyes.

forget what you know.

this life is for living.