mayke up yor mynd!

shooottt.

i dont like this one.


im moving.

http://charisjordan.wordpress.com/

minneapolis...

was amazing.

changes.

I graduated school.

i have a boyfriend.

and im flying to Minneapolis.

what have you done lately?

:)

The end. almost.

I am sitting in a really really uncomfortable chair in Caribou.

... ive been to Caribou (vs. Starbucks) more in the past week than i have in my entire life.

who knew they were open til 12am on weekdays??

even if the chairs are slightly less comfortable.. and you dont see any of your close friends sitting on the porch.. like Starbucks.

but sometimes.. you dont want what youre used to. :)

im sitting here trying to collect my thoughts.

organize my memories.

write down the past.

and.. clean out my iphoto. :)

Tomorrow is my "Last Friday" at the Aveda Institute. :) 

your 'last friday' is a bigger deal than your actual graduation day...

because when you graduate.. you just peace out when the timer hits 1500 hours.

usually people dont even notice youre gone.

oh well.

im not one to draw attention to myself..

...usually :)

ha

so anyways.. on your last friday you get up on stage in front of the entire school and say a speech ... thank your instructors... talk about inside jokes you have with you class... and occassionally people cry.. and talk about what a tough year it was... and how everyone there became your family.

i dont think ill cry.

i did all my crying months ago.

when i thought i hated it there.

now school is like.. a weird family member youve just gotten used to spending time with.

to be honest.. this wasnt the 'worst' year of my life.

or the best. a lot of amazing things happened.. and a lot of things.. didnt happen.

but im comfortable with my year.

i know its september and its not the new year.. but.. technically this is the start.

actually im probably going to write downs some resolutions.

maybe.

its weird to think im 19 and im about to be a grown up.

i hate that all i can think about some days.. is if im gonnna get good enough insurance!

that is so lame.

but seriously.. i cant believe its september 4th.

a lot of times... typically when something triggers my memory ... or when i write the date in my journal.. i always try and remember what i was doing 1 year ago.

i love reading old journal entry's... or looking at pictures from what i did..

its fun.

and scary:time flys

one year ago though... i was here in charlotte.

and even though nothing is remotely close to how it was 1 year ago.. the fact im in the same place.. freaks me out!

ha.

i dont know why... i think because... well i really dont know why.

lets see... 1 year ago.

i lived here... was looking for a job... looking for a church... looking for friends...

1 year later..

i live here... im looking for a job... i church hop... and im always looking for more friends :)

1 year from now.. who knows what the heck ill be doing.

i dont.

i dont even know what ill be doing 1 month from now.

and i like that.

i love a mystery.

the way of the future!

back to the future and Zenon the girl of the 21st century... i never thought i'd actually see the day.. sighh..

i hope you like cats.

watch this.

staralfur

I just spent 23 minutes writing a letter that will never be delivered.  Because i am fearful of truth?  Or because honesty isn't what is always necessary?